You’ve now been in Heaven as long as you were on Earth.

It feels impossible that I have lived without you as long as you were with me.

But in my heart I know you’ve never left me.

It’s still so hard, seeing all your little friends, celebrating their Kindergarten graduations theses past two weeks.

I dream you’re celebrating something much bigger where you are. Maybe a new, bigger set of wings. Or maybe you saved a life this week. I know whatever you are doing is so great, so beautiful, so wonderful. It must be, if it meant leaving me here to mourn your loss.

I miss you so much, baby.